@Mark-Tucker I feel you. Kinda. My situation isn't quite as dreary as yours sounds, but I've been battling some sense of anxiety over the future since my primary and backup plans for my future have both crashed and burned, at least the way I was trying to accomplish them. I'm lucky to have a roof over my head, no debt, and some decent savings, but otherwise I have no freaking clue what to do with my life anymore. Been doing volunteer work to at least help people for the time being. I'm in an incredibly stable liminal state, whose very stability is scary, as it feels like it'll never end. It's a transitional time for sure, but transitioning to what, I don't know.